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I sit here deep in thought, trying to analyze what my life once was and what I want it to be. I've come to realize that OMFG its 2007; I'm way past my teenage years, way past my twenties; basically way past my prime. I suddenly feel old.



Having children was never an issue; I've known all along that I didn't want any. That is until now. I got this maternal instinct going on; it's sickening and cute at the same time. I smile...thank God I'm a lesbian and Cole is not afraid of giving birth. I wish we were starting a family but right now is not exactly the best time to get pregnant. Other things need to happen before we make such a decision. Things like getting a bigger place and finding some financial stability … okay so they are major things but part of me is already picturing a romantic evening that includes a turkey baster. Yes, the old fashioned lesbian way of making a baby. Why not? I think it's way HOT!



(sigh)…I want a baby!

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gypsytemptress
Feb. 2nd, 2007 11:15 pm (UTC)
aww... I want a baby, too :)

I keep telling myself that when the time is right, it'll happen (of course, that wouldn't quite apply to you and Nicole lol but still... when it's right for you two, it'll happen)

I'm totally feeling the past my teenage years thing... bleh. I'm feeling rather old. But at the same time, it's kind of nice knowing that I don't ever have to go through that again.

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